What you did not know

Looking and searching, cold, QiQiCanCan works is clearly,

That year, the whole carriage foggy you but I in this meeting,

That year, I bring you the warm breeze pale as, you know, it permeated the whole summer, I

Now, you had left,

In those days you, and now I, will inherit your smile, bring warm,


When you bring me cold summer, but for the Popsicle I bring a warm season,

Now I bring warm winter for his words, but give you return,


Who all have no excuse me who, no entangled unknown,

In that year the snow of winter to see someone who is not written, and who's who,

Today in the snow of winter, write down his name


You didn't tell me, the mist over, you will leave,

You look like a XiZi song away, and, when the smoke,

You but don't know, I would have been in the method of you,


After you left, I am broken puppets,

Now, his line break, put their free,


I'd like to, the I after, the red

Through the blood soaked, and the sweetness of love,

Eventually, I was walking with wind of sand,


You know, you go after me, mature breath slowly diffuse the entire body, even the soul,

At the strong smile to every one smile, but don't know why you smile,

Look at your warm, but less than the man lights dim light of the candle,

The corner a bunch of shape, is you leave the chrysanthemum of scenery,

Wake up in the morning, to see it on the litter,

To whom, and when and where to it on the new color spectrum,


I had painted white memory, thought can disguise the beautiful,

I chose to forget, thought that can have the courage to challenge the love,

I chose instead of, can forget you figure that,

Eventually all dies and stay, but your figure, can't shed,


I no longer wander you figure, no longer stay you embrace,

You have been I throw out of shape,

You have the taste of over the wind,

You don't blame me not for you, the taste of you stay for a long time, I keep

Your time I waste of waiting,

I believe that, you know, I love,

I love you, I do not love you

reunion

Never thought, really can have this day! The dream is in after repeated many times, could continue in reality!!!!! From that small and deep origin, the second stream of meandering with more than 20 years, should meet again.

The face of the person be strange and familiar. Through the years, still can return to mark before heavy.

Perhaps the cream-colored dyed black peony of wool skirt is more suitable for now of her, and she still choose the more fancy with fur and lace dress. The heart is young. At least at that moment.

Simple and delicate dishes. She knew that he still understand her, also can still need not in front of her affectation. Look at him in front of her calm packaged, as if still originally that poor and free and easy, her handsome young in the heart gently smiled.

The topic is jumping, little drops of the feelings of the narrative gaps in ordinary launching out. What would like to say, what would like to listen to, and seem to be all the superfluous. The past has in the past, left in my heart forever, why to say why?

She felt a few degrees from the hot liquid eyes, but finally fall down.

The bill, her heart is soft pity. Yes, just like he says, she'll spoil him, before, now will or will.

A few hours of time and twenty DuoNian it is too short compared, when he carried wrist watch, she suddenly have silk confusion, turn some regrets: he is someone else's husband, she is the other people's wife.

Car driving on the left, elevated his light of breath, and the box of beautiful purple chocolate. The crowded condition and sometimes sounded the trumpet noisy her hearing, but her thinking still wandering in the emotional reunion in back. Not In front of the taxi suddenly a nasty brake, a do not pay attention to her to tracing cauda....... Look at female taxi drivers angry face, she good temper smile and a dispute so vanish.

Return to the familiar room, and that of the lonely used to not been found. She can't help fear up, it's not her normal ah.

Reunion will left to her? She know two streams or will each intersection occasionally after according to track flow to separate. Just after the Wolf of the feast is the most disastrous of cadastral.

Maybe, for they are too extravagant reunion, that should have a beautiful forever in her dreams!!!!!

Love Spring

By the cold laced with many days, people naturally want to think, sunset to this spring spring comes to, can take off bloated winter clothes; Spring comes, can put flying dreams.

Seems to be instantly, the grass is green, said green said the sunshine warming is warming the... As warm spring tender feelings fingers gently to caress you some tired face, and laugh to pursue rippling encircling to. Long-unseen birds do not know where the drill out, give you sing the songs and clear and indirect them. At this time, you just feel the body also is the green, the heart also get green. Green, a how beautiful words oh, is the sail on the ice, life is the vigorous recovery, it is to hope's strong up!

Like spring, like I like this time between the field, the plaza constantly going up kite. A kite, have the children at home, there are the adults laugh and meticulous advice, pale blue cloud white sunny day. At this time, you will want to: spring is probably only famous songs, and playing it is the joy of ordinary people.

Like spring, like I like this season on the hillside, reservoir that full bags full. Bags, there are the multi-worlds sonorous powerful steps, the noise outside noisy fire, there is the true love mountains and mind. At this time, you will want to: spring may be famous paintings depict it, and it is these BaSheZhe forward.

Like spring, like I like this season of the fields and the simple and unadorned plowshares. Have, have to plowshares can summer, the prospects of the deep feeling of fruit sweet bud, longing for the farmers have to land the pious gratitude. At this time, you will want to: spring may be kind of scenery, and create it it is these people of the burden of hard work.

In fact like spring, in many cases don't need any reason. On holidays, hold a good book to read, read at JiangDi side looking tired, surface ship to, at this time is where relaxed and happy, think meet the thousand years of joy; When leisure, with relatives and friends to listen to gorge water garden outing, tinkling, see a secluded spot, smell of of all kinds of flowers, then what is the calm, refreshed; Even, you can nowhere, in their balcony, a move to rely on chair, bubble cups of green tea, with its ChunYang, want to sit down, and with you, want to stand, also along with you.

Cut out the spring, cover with in the body; Cutting spring scenery, hide it in my heart... At this time, you will find that, romantic is the harmonious in the large array contain pearl, spring is the pearl aura to emit bolts of magic poetry.

Enjoy loneliness

You said, time??? What???

I think it's a rest day and night the rivers. There is no hope, no despair, and no colour and the voice. So, not with the change of the four seasons and change itself. In addition to the crowd, there are also no temperature rise or fall. The flat surface just kept through days of shadow, the shadow of the tree and person's shadow.

So, in my lifetime, all the pathos and hate, look to dream; and Including fighting for any effort, just is to give his time and again comments. Need not careful, comprehensive. This is not very understand?

Although my breath or searing, my skin and inside of the blood vessels and is no ties to the temperature of the water of the river, and even can't touch closely together, constitute the crisscross acted in collusion with each other and grain, every time, everywhere to show the time itself exists. Lay it on any one place, any a corner, invisible to tell all kinds of hardships and bumpy road.

It has no intention of on the bottom of my heart, the cloud and the starlight petals, and radiant light of morning has brought the illusion, like there has never been a general. Ultimately not is also took his body temperature disappeared in memory. Perhaps, and some exciting words still kept waving the past the past, that must be deeply the dark of the night the most lonely time, once many times your eyes are wiped the discerning, brilliant, such as the village head tree thick is a performance of pear. However, life is only a statement...

Still didn't come near before the poetic aura of the source. This river in ignorance of the no sleep greatly, subtle was shaking, and the universe when the breathing of the breath, through the misty nothing desert, again and again in the ups and downs of the flow of changing their laden with a big life group oriented toward a more valuable direction slowly away. This is the last time the start...

Once happiness

Most of the time, the past is never miss, lost the small picture yellow telephone recording, the voices in the noisy appearance in memory gradually gradually fuzzy, hand, can't catch anything. However, there are always some things that stay in our life. The most or clipping protection

Deep shallow trace, when the mind, gently over do not feel pain, only a warm!!!!! Drinking coffee, a bitter taste, think back to the past happy and sad, although all has become the past, but it can still feel that a true and moved, then, so depressed in tears on coffee cup, transparent liquid!!!!! "When you can't help but to tears out, if you can stand on his head up, this was going to flow out of the time, the zheng big eyes, 10 million don't blink, you will see the world clearly to the whole process of the fuzzy, and tears drop down the heart is to the moment becomes limpid clear! Sometimes love too long, the heart be drunk, sometimes hate too long, the heart also can be broken; sometimes wait too long, the heart will dry up! Love the too long, hearts can be broken? Actually otherwise, love is long, to become a kind of habit, not passionate love, still can let a person heart? Hate too long, hearts can be broken?

Actually love hate only during reading, and hate long, might be another piece of the sky and the wait too long, the heart will dry up? Although time dilute the heart is everything, and in its original location to the way of it, its speed, persistent jump with... Sometimes wait for not get better, that an expectation mood of difficult to express. I have always thought that, there is a man or woman is worth you worried about, is worth you care about is a happy, because have often is not the best, which is also not know how to cherish, flying in the blue sky and the freedom of the kite to love dearly, but also let people attachment... Some say, love is not a fortuitous, but when we pay attention to the love adventures, but has been doomed separation, suit to go finally, from the beginning it was born in order to each other. I believe this. To meet the devine believe and separation, the attentive, and also miss each other far. The person unintentionally, nearly again a far more there. All love will expire, the key point is that it lives in where, if it stays in the once, then it belongs only to this point; If it stays in your heart, so it will become eternal, even beyond your life.

Always thought that happiness in the distance, in the future, can chase found later on that, those who embrace people and held hands and sing songs, through tears, love, is happiness. In many nights, said had words, played telephone, missing, through tears...... See or invisible moved, we have all through, then in time of the shuttle, all become eternal! Perhaps, each person can always keep some things, such as faint smile, such as continuous forward. Always let heart most transparent tears will not melt, those tears that is pure and transparent, with a trace of the s and s. This scene is warm, let time forget flow, let the tears forget temperature. We take pleasure in her mouth, we will encounter "harmony" is in the eyes, and we make farewell hung on feet, we will be retained in the mind, and all past memories will be......

Again in the graduation

Graduate, is a subtle thing, no one know its mood.

Remember when I graduated from high school, although everyone laughing, but leave a place in the heart is faint ache, then leave period, but also not let us was sad again.

But this time, graduate, in college, we had to smile again leave, leave those familiar with the people and things, and then, in different direction, maybe we'll and became a stranger, no matter the world meet DuoDa, we are likely to miss the again and again.

Graduated, and at that time, but the mood in many years later only perhaps one of the afternoon, only then can really clear...

Graduation, will probably have forgotten everything, but can always dream at night with a side face, see it always loud cries of our name, with a beautiful smile and warm color...

Graduation, when everything was time off color, but we still remember each other and depressed day, rowdy remember we spent together in the bright season, remember we walked through the muddy road, remember us in every night whisper......

We see the same book, says the same silly, fantasy, the same to the future, talking about the same he and she, we are nothing to skip class together, out of school running together the whole night through all night...

We all have this way of life, we and our friends.

We are together, in the life of transparent each other......

Graduation, but he will never forget the super BT of military training, when all people all in the home to enjoy a modern machine created out of the cool and comfortable, we were in the hot sun the fire is like by young instructor by hard expression. Perhaps is at that time, we each other together curse the damn weather, curse this hell.

The boy had not the ground with miss large chunks of meat meat, the girl with the blue tan his cursing the weather. We as the packing can, together in no free space to live by. The only difference is that, we were forced to pay the money N the things we can't eat, eat, wear a farewell after the military uniform.

Maybe it is on this time, we were mosquitoes bite unbearable, in our N time no less than a prison break when the plan never realize, our hearts, more nearer.

Graduation, all words they will likely be forgotten, but I still remember some words:

He said: we will certainly in the street after open BMW collided, scold a, and then to have a meal.

She said: I believe you, forever are the best!

Graduate, was once many times we stepped on the playground in this moment also empty.

As now, for a moment ago or's popular place, in a second time suddenly quiet stunning. This is all schools have some place, each boy in the above sweat profusely, running, each girl in a side cheer aloud.

Here the night with countless scenery of--

Snuggle of lovers, crazy people, also occasionally play such as me like this to reduce weight but rarely appears figure.

Graduating from college, we remember, but the empty playground is the new people fill, and how much a corner remember our past......

Graduation, everything was time flash across...

Graduation, our youth is carved on the trace of the others, we pace also stay at the other people's life.

Graduation, but there is always a side face in the opposite building place. You remember him/her in your side height, remember he/she and you walk from the heel side by side of the height, remember his/her love to drink beverages, remember him/her habit of expression, remember he/she and concealed in the distance between you.

Even if we are not sure of the generation after generation, but we are still covenant for ever in the hope of downstairs in the building opposite of light, for the shifting of the fuzzy figure in and feel warm.

His clean white shirts, her neat cotton print skirt, he brisk bike raise her soft long hair, her arms have his dark backpack, her face in his side by warm back...

They have been in the campus every corner, in the early morning mist diffuses through the square after class, quiet and spacious library building, in the evening of lights wanes playground......

Graduation, their stories, forest of wind, dense wutong, all the still life were deeply remember, and once they take hand, the temperature can melt the ice...... the Cambrian

Graduate students, senior said, I want to study!

Graduating from college, we short and light journey was interrupted, we must start to think about our own future. We stood in the life, confused look to future inflection point, even if it is our countless times repeatedly expecting moment, but it suddenly arrival still let us unprepared.

Graduation, those in the classroom to listen carefully to the letter, those in the library, in the story of the sweep find at this time are we face life farmar.

Graduation, however, our knowledge, in at the head of the wealth, forward or backward......

Graduation, teacher's chair still sit quietly, it so silence, let we thought we just hurried to the right away. But our time know, we had here have laughed, make, also thinking.

We ever for a chair next after class, in the building fast the shuttle, here we greedily absorption of the knowledge of the others, and then will they fully into their life.

And today, we graduate, those we have for chair still stay quiet in they can never escape is the place, we get a free, or they forever be on.

Are they can enjoy comfortable rest, or we can in future days fly......

Every morning, always have SuiSuiDe voice came from the window.

Square the chair has brought up ground for hard figure, or for their upcoming exam efforts, or to one's deceased father grind after graduation and struggle. They determined but calmly in their life, the cornerstone of spread flat. They figure let every morning is not alone.

Their voice say:

Where is a cd-rom, Where is a here!!!!!

Graduation, lonely street light remains the same, it once we stand for in countless night lighting a direction.

Graduating from college, we walked, silence the street lamps, it is still in honor of the four years in our youth, or in our story hide, reserve more space to record a new story.

Graduating from college, we leave the street lamps, gray in here, as to the testimony of our life, waiting for the new people, for their life with color.

Graduating from college, we are changing, street light still cleave to their beliefs......

Graduation, of many things to end.

But together we sprinkle on the playground of sweat;

We share together on the roof of the happy;

We together under the stars in the whispers;

We talk about his/her crush;

Together we experienced quarrel;

And together we feel warmth, together we pay, we do together the hardships of many of the many......

We are together, cannot say four years is even.

The is downhillx

Don't know whether we feel the same way, every time go climbing hou, the uphill always feel special difficulties, special sweaty, so will keep complaining, complain that the road so long, why why so steep, always go no end in sight, or even want to give up, and hill just the opposite, but the whole people feel the body is as light as yan, the whole people seemed to release, there is a kind of want to fly feeling, whizzed past once, soon to the attackers. In fact, our life path might it not so? Remember a celebrity said such a classic for it, "easy way is downhillx".

Do not know everybody listened to the story, one day a farmers dragged heavy lorries exhausted came to the foot of the mountain. And looking ahead to the a long climb, he could not help but fear and stop. Thought, today rely on their own power is absolutely pull don't go up, certainly someone to help a just line is the difficult, just come over a warm-hearted passers-by. He saw the farmers dilemma, and said to him: "it's all right, I'll help you." Say, convenient landing rolls up his sleeves, and open a pair of cart posture. So, farmers will set his teeth pulling force. Activist in "come on, come on" sound, they finally exert the car pull to top. When he thanks to the strong support of the activist, didn't expect the friend say: "you don't need to thank me. The two day my lumbar sprain, don't hard. I just Shouting 'come on,' just, can will this bus pull up, all by your own."

In this story, the farmers will last heavy lorries on slope because he had a kind of belief, that is he believes a passer-by help had enough power to car to push up. Because I believe that, so he did. Does the road of life is not YiMaPingChuan, not without difficulty will easily be able to go on. Get it, when in fact many climb a mountain, because we give up the effort, just know, he freely given to blame missed chance of success, result is to give up, return. In fact, we could ever, in mountain climbing, if just want to climb to the top of the hill as soon as possible, so you will always feel that it's hard to do, if it is a way of thinking, in the process of climbing also the appreciation of the scenery along the road, then you will feel mountain climbing is a happy thing. So 10 million don't in order to climb a mountain and climbing mountains.

In fact no matter what we do can succeed, basically be to see things people's mentality. Why there will be winners and losers say? Many experts also studied the psychology, found people are there will be the difference because of the "main man mentality" problem. He is always the winner with a positive attitude to complete each matter, no matter what his eyes stop barriers, he will actively to think, the effort is to use the most optimistic spirit to meet life each a difficult hardships; And the loser is the exact opposite, they are vulnerable to the failure and the pessimistic psychology influence, and then became more and more negative, and in the end he will be unable to bear any blow by difficult and easily down, so would be called the loser, but he is not lost to others but lost to yourself. A philosopher once said: "your state is your real master." There are also so a words: "either you to control the life, or is a control your life. Your heart state decide who is mount, who is jockey." Words to here, I want to have obvious truth. I think everyone and do not hope oneself do just mount, I think everyone should all want to become the awe-inspiring jockey. However do jockey is to pay the price, and not to yield can do, no gains.

In fact, for many times, it is not because things are difficult that we don't dare, it is because we do not dare that they are difficult. Downhill, but you are the really willing to lifetime decline? The common saying say water flowing downwards, people go up. If you will be given to decline, of its orbital, deviation of his life. Someone said such a few words, not the way, take no bending don't thank, life is not satisfactory. So you also don't have all day, the day of calm delusion actually too dull day up no point, only moments in life full of troubles, the time is full of challenge, so our life to become fuller, more meaningful. So, when we encounter difficulties in or out of difficulty, 10 million don't afraid of sweaty, don't fear difficulty, must persist, only in this way can you triumph, to see the top of the mountain and the dawn of the unique scenery.

Just as the opening the farmer's story, let us know in life road it is for full of rugged, to deduce a bumpy so many hard story, to enrich our life, let us have a very wonderful life, only then memorable, let a person want to stay. Life is not bon voyage, the road of life is not only down, more is in the ascent of beth-horon waiting for us, therefore, the stumbling is inevitable. All say give up just a moment, but it takes a lifetime to. So in the face of difficulties we need to insist, is a positive attitude, when you will each of the difficulties and frustrations on the soles of the feet to the win, you will be welcomed very bright sunlight. Believe that the sunshine after the rain.

My father

My father

--a common communist party member

CuiLiZhen

He say and do as I grow, affect my outlook on life, the values; Although he is not nothing, is full of dedication and sense of responsibility; He is my father-for 47 years of whole DangLing communist party member.

My father was born in Anti-Japanese War shandong province of a common peasant family, with the establishment of the new China, he 0.1 billion with a common people like a new man. Although at that time home is not rich, still have the chance after the reading of the middle school, and later admitted to the county's single house technical school, graduated in 1960 in shandong province assigned to work on a farm, the state-run branch become a NongJiShou, driving the "iron cow" Mercedes in the wide open. He thought progress, bears hardships and stands hard work, steadfast capable, farms, work day, never having cultivated land call tired, participate in the work of the second year to join communist youth league in 1964, the honor to join the Chinese communist party.

In the early s, more teenagers response "support the frontier, defend the motherland" called on to the frontier, father place unit in 1965 also launched "wants" general mobilization, called for party members takes the lead, he, with 39 passion and simple feelings, keep the family first registration went to xinjiang, along with the 2500 "by shandong wants to xinjiang on worker" journey, after turn from the land of qilu, father came to the region of xinjiang in the northwest frontier-HaBaHeXian.

Habahe XiaoXian, the natural environment is a border is bad, spring is dust storms, winter is the snow storm, after six months of winter, sometimes to 50 ° minimum temperature below zero, can be said to be "one year a wind, from spring blow to winter". County highway, no no electricity, no vegetables, no fruit, materials and the life condition extremely deficient very hard, let alone the tap water and cultural entertainment. In the strange and difficult environment, housing is a primary problem, the maintenance team of the instructor's father led us self-reliance, and no houses tools, oneself make, no transport, shoulder, back to pick, dozen wall cutting reeds, and went up into the mountain LaYun wood, after four months of fighting built "cave", is a home. Father and his colleagues, defying bitter cold cool department working day and night to fight with nature, kept to bring more land into production, YiGuJin "to war, that the gobi desert wasteland grain production, sometimes the food supply," no, use of wheat to appease hunger...... .

Hard life exercise a strong character, strengthened my will. At the end of 1966, the "cultural revolution", the wind is the small town, even the captain of the small system.its father can't small "official" also affected, is put through, adjoining interrogates, gao hat do check, stand back. Even so, father didn't lower the head, firmly answer: "I believe that the party, always follow the party go". After the "cultural revolution", the 1977 is organized appointed FanXiu communes (now known coolers worship township), vice secretary of party, is responsible for the work of agricultural production. This is an kazak, hui, the han, DuoGe nationalities in the township government, had jurisdiction over ten DuoGe administrative villages, was the head of the farming conditions lags behind, the father side propaganda the party's line, principles and policies, side teach the advanced cultivation, breeding technology. After the third plenary session of the father, will firmly lead to reform and open policy the farmers new age, earnest implementation party in the countryside with all the economic policy in agricultural and pastoral areas, land, livestock rates to the household responsibility system. Father ZouCunChuanHu riding, mobilize agriculture herdsman loan buys dongfanghong tractor and combine, take off the valley and other large machinery, machine to the fields and, advancing planting technology, teaching by holding kazak agriculture herdsman driving tractors, harvester, after several years of effort, large mechanized instead of sickle, malayalam backward production tools, combine harvester effectively motivate the agriculture herdsman production enthusiasm, thus speeding up the process of the farming, began to change the middle, and the middle is of low yield, which greatly increased the villagers and nomads' income level, improve the living state of the farmers.

Father in this township in seven years, with the spirit of the people and simple style, won the people of all ethnic groups, and people respect and love have forged profound feelings. At that time, our whole family of seven life just by his father sixty dollars a month of wages, the day difficult, the head of the said to his father, the cadres and the masses of the official sheep so many, why not take a few sheep let home of people to improve the life, father? Seriously said: "the public the cattle and sheep farmers is, I can't take it, the home of the difficulty is temporary, slowly will be all right." Some people get some local products to home, also declined by his father.

In my memory, father out of town, has a short time to go to Beijing things can't forget it. That was in the year 1978, the county of cadres, advanced county and township government organization model representatives to visit Beijing chairman MAO, dead father received the news, very excited, came to Beijing finally finished the desire of the dead shall chairman MAO, went and bought a set of the selection of MAO zedong. Father often said, chairman MAO's "old three articles in the" three spirit will always stick to, one is the eighth route army soldiers ZhangSiDe as a representative of "serve the people wholeheartedly to adhere to the spirit of"; The Anti-Japanese War is a Canadian doctor Bethune signing China as a representative of the "selflessly dedicated the amorites", international socialist spiritual insist on; One is the story of the ancient allegorical yu gong yi shan symbol for not fear the difficulty, go forward of the struggle spirit to adhere to. The three kind of spirit is my father's always pursue, never gave up.

Father to xinjiang before the two "unsatisfactory", the first thing is afraid of parents stop into xinjiang, and I came to a leave without saying goodbye. The second thing is "forced" my mother to resign, when the mother was a famous far and NongJiShou, and is very serious about the job. By his work task is arduous, the farm was not a nursery school, also can not find the children's aunt, in this case, the father to deceive the mother gave her deal with formalities, let mother resigned at home with the kids. The mother's resigned, make originally nervous family economy more tight, but father said: "in order to" everyone ", a little bitter and how small we?" Father always the party and the needs of the people on the front, but mother looked at our brother and sister followed your heart sad, for the matter to bear hardships two people don't know how many times since, noisy over a mother talked about it, in the mind also spirit not dozen 1 come in. We asked father to xinjiang regret? He always said: "I was born in the poor families, 18 years old, in a technical school take an examination technical school two years of all countries is the cost burden, after the graduation, given work, to $18 per month salary, is the party and national cultivation, the country needs us to me, I will listen to xinjiang construction party, to the more need to the words of the place".

"Wants" is my father's important turning point, his life from the common worker be a communist party member, has served as the deputy secretary of the database lei worship township, sal tower and secretary of the township party committee wood gram's secretary of the party committee, the leading positions. In the 1990 s, a young cadres, father decided to leave leadership post. Now although father retired ten years, often have the villagers came into town to see his father, and often have "old" find father wants to chat, about the father, someone speak the original shandong farm later ownership shengli oilfield, the worker's income and welfare quite lucrative, speaking of father that s cadres are not even a car sat, and others said "you this group of people is offering of the youth, and offered a sacrifice sons son, is too deficient offer lifetime", each hearing these words, father calmly said: "don't regret it, don't envy, don't compare, now retired also could take 3000 DuoYuan salary, so content."

Time flies. Father into xinjiang DuoNian 46, he love this land, love here, the massif, also love to the life here. That year of "youth" wants, now has become more the silvery white man of seventy years, but father to the party's faith never moved. After retirement, still insisted on reading the party, pay party dues' relatives and friends, when going out, before I leave all the things in the party dues' settle again and again on time, in charge. I know, father pay party dues', and is the communist party believe that, for the communist party is the gratitude to the communist party, is not feeling. He often said to us: "no chairman MAO no new China, there is no let's family now, good day to thank chairman MAO, the communist party lifetime!"

My father is an ordinary person, is one of China's 10 million a communist party member, his life experiences, also is a microcosm of that era. My father resolutely choose for "support the frontier, defend the motherland" honor and pride, and for him to fulfill your promise, physically, efforts to achieve "wants" long-cherished wish proud. In my eyes, he is a worthy of respect. In the Chinese communist party for the 90th birthday, and by this article, to my father, an ordinary party members.